if you have a document or some sort of physical evidence, feel free to comment (:

Otherwise, just go, turn your attitude around too (:

Can’t wait to see old friends tomorrow; yet, not the car-drive =P

Last night was a good night (: it was the nicest feeling coming home sober with no regrets! I love how i just turned everything around yet noone thought i could. And officially i am not a slut anymore, in 2 weeks  it will be me and Rhys’s 6 months (: & thats the nicest feeling knowing (: I love him alot.

So no more getting suspended, no more drunk nights, no more hangovers & no more bitch fights, 2010, here we go (:

personally i dont understand why everyone loves wordpress, all people do is write about their thoughts and vent so everyone may see it, rather funny to be honest, as most people like their privacy. oh well, i guess everyone has different expectiations and perspectives.

my day has consisted of:

- watching many episodes of the OC

- making an awesome salad

- music

- and facebook

- and now i think i will play my sisters pc game of nancy drew

sometimes dont you just wake up and wish you could have done something different? ranging from wearing a different outfit or deciding to move from boarding school to live in jakarta. at the time it seemed like the appropriate thing to do, but now i have to accept the fact that it is done and adapt my opinions so support my decision back then. sure i adore jakarta, but it is so overwhelming. i feel that everyone is living in an imagenary bubble, we are not living the life people live in jakarta or indonesia for that sake, we are living an expact life in an asian country. the kids here change so much when they come here. they can be a goody good and now they are a complete badass drinking every friday, and hooking up with guys. i think our lifestyle should be different, all of us living here should also try and help the poverty more rather then ignore them. for example on the way to to whereever we plan to go, there are always beggers on the side of the road, or next to the cars. people normally ignore them, but we should all rather buy the rose the lady is selling, and give it to a sweetheart.

6. Is there someone you want to punch right now? im not sure. but i know i want to punch some people

8. Look to your left, what do you see? my door, my bedside table with be and jerrys on it, plush a whole heam of other crap

10. What do you think of Miley Cyrus? i like her, shes rather pretty, her music catchy, and i love her show hannah montanna

14. What colour are your bedroom curtains? coral pink

17. Do you often use smilie faces? yeah tones and tones

27. Do you like the rain? yea, i love the rain and kissing in the rain is the sweetest thing ever

29. What do you like most about yourself? my eyes

1. Type your name into Google, what’s the first thing that comes up? http://www.sophiemartin.com/ “make your ouwn buissness, create your own fashion

2. What’s your favourite song right now? party all the time – black eyed peas

3. Favourite subject in school? psycholedgy probably, i find it really interesting and it helps me understand other people

4. Last concert? my chemical romance about a year ago, i was inlove with them at the time so i was pretty stoked, it was amazing

5. Last magazine you bought? cosmopolitan (australia) i love them, i read them from cover to back, inside out

6. Is there someone you want to punch right now? im not sure. but i know i want to punch some people

7. Are you afraid of ghosts? nope, as i don’t believe in them,  but spirits, thats another topic

8. Look to your left, what do you see? my door, my bedside table with be and jerrys on it, plush a whole heam of other crap

9. What’s your favourite colour? purple

10. What do you think of Miley Cyrus? i like her, shes rather pretty, her music catchy, and i love her show hannah montanna

11. What are your two lucky numbers? i have no idea, how can a number be lucky?

12. Where did you get the underwear that you are currently wearing? haha, ‘hey sister’ in new zealand

13. Have you thought more about your funeral or your wedding? i have thought more about my wedding, not that i have ever actually thought about it, all i know is that i want it on a beach

14. What colour are your bedroom curtains? coral pink

15. What song describes your relationship status? i cant actually be bothered to think about it, but its all rather complex

16. How much does your dog weigh? i have never weighed my dog =p

17. Do you often use smilie faces? yeah tones and tones

18. What song are you currently listening to? pit bull – move shake drop

19. What movie always makes you cry? Thirteen =/

20. Do you plan your day out before it begins? not really, sometimes i do, it depends. i normally text my friends randomly and am like ‘lets go out!’

21. What woke you up this morning? i just woke up =p maybe it was the light, and my cat and how emily had my blankets! :O

22. Do you believe in karma? yes, completly haha

23. What’s your stand on gay marriage? i think gay marrage is really sweet, and really good, i mean to stand up i the first place and admit that you are gay is big on its own, you must have a strong relationship and courage to be in one

24. Do you start the water in the shower before you get in or after? before, i hate waiting for it to warm up

25. Do you believe in reincarnation? yes i do

26. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments? i put my nails in my mouth and act really counsious, and my tone of voice gives it away

27. Do you like the rain? yea, i love the rain and kissing in the rain is the sweetest thing ever

28. Which musical instruments do you wish you could play? the guitar

29. What do you like most about yourself? my eyes

30. What make of mascara do you use? maybelline

31. Describe your music taste. it varies alot

32. How many pillows do you sleep with? 7 c:

33. Who’s your favourite Star Wars character? i dont watch starwars